You are completely toxic. You’re poisonous. You’re a venom that flood through my veins and at the worst possible times you boil in my blood and make me furious and almost take over me again. But I’m done running in circles. I’m done with your venom reminding me of that day. I’m done with you.
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Since I spent much of my childhood being left behind and ignored, one might think that, as an adult, moments of perceived abandonment would feel old hat. The truth is, as an adult, I am always waiting to be left behind. I’m always ready to be discarded and, therefore, I spend a significant amount of time preparing for this eventuality.
I lower my expectations, I don’t seek out meaningful relationships, and I don’t engage in any sort of real intimacy, physical or otherwise.
Engage is the key word here. Except, when I engage, when it happens, when I’m left behind it doesn’t feel old hat. It feels like it did the first time and it takes me by surprise. So, I don’t let it happen.
Penny Reid, Neanderthal Seeks Human (via thiscrazyworldwelivein)
So I drank one, it became four, and when I fell on the floor I drank more. Nothing has changed, I still love you, I still love you.
Morrissey (via anditslove)
If you don’t fight for what you want, don’t cry for what you lost.
(via infelice)
